DD's 20 minutes text.

Nak dijadikan cerita, lepas da takbaik dua hari.. Today we make it up, and just now he gave wrote me 20 minutes text. Apakkk aaa lama and panjang dia taip! jenuhh aku tunggu baca satu2, so aku rasa ini bermakna andd aku nak letak dekat blog pelangi aku ni. Macam macam feeling aku dapat once aku baca the whole texts ni, insaf, terharu bagai nak tertumpah airmata wanita iolls ni taw! Baca tang ayat sweet gula batu berkilo dia pulak kat bawah tu, haihhh.. Penat nak tersengeh melayan satu satu. Out of all, I try my best to complete you DD. Thanks for this 20 minutes text, it works on me :)

"Kasih takboleh dah laaa cakap bebukan. Takboleh la tuduh DD macamtu je selalu. DD kat sini cuba jaga semuanya utk Kaish tapi.. Bila Kasih cakap DD bebukan camtu, DD rasa sedih sangat. Macam sia sia je apa semua yang DD usahakan selama ni. Kasih DD selalu ade dgn DD, DD Kasih selalu setia dengan Kasih. Masing masing pun amik kesempatan, dedua salah. DD tahu Kasih always ade sebab tu DD tak text Kasih selalu. Kasih tahu DD takkan tinggalkan Kasih sebab tu kasih cakap ikut suka hati. Apeni? This is not love. Kasih.. Kita jauh. Kasih kat sana dgn hidup Kasih, DD kat sini dgn hidup DD. Taksama. DD tahu Kasih nak always DD ade. I know that. Tapi bila jauh mcm ni jadual hidup kita taksama. Maybe Kasih sibuk siang, DD sibuk malam. So what i'm trying to say is kita takboleh laa jadi ape yg kita sebelum ni. Maksudnya, kita kena adapt. Macam DD yg selalu keluar, DD kena la at least spend time jugak dgn Kasih. Macam Kasih yg selalu menuduh, Kasih kena lah percaya kt DD. Dont u know that you're now reading text from me? Masing2 ada kekuatan dan kelemahan. Kita takboleh focus kat salah seseorang tu je tanpa lihat salah kita sendiri. I'm reminding myself too.

Nik Syahirah,

You're truly an amazing girl i've ever met. Beautiful, brilliant, patience, sweet, caring, loving. You are. I know it. And I know you're the last puzzle that completes my heart. You're the last piece of it. And once you are with me, it is complete. I can't lie how adorable you are. I mean look at you. You got fair skin, damn it's so soft. Dark brows just like mine. Long eyelashes like elephant, i love to see them when u close your eyes. They touch your cheeks. How adorable is that? You got dark eyes, as dark as the space and it shines. Yeah..it shines like the brightest star of all. Your nose? Should i talk about it? Well, i just want u to know that it's lovely mcm lori balak. Ponn ponn! Then you got your pink lovely lips, they are wonderful. I do miss your moles, there are three of them just like stars forming a horoscope. I'm naming it as 'manja'. Wow! Look at you now sweetie. You are astronaut and let me enter your spaceship so that i can fly to the space where we would find our own planet. You are my queen and i will be your only servant. Your wish is my command. It is not that i don't want to be sweet all the time dear. I'm not sick of it, i'm just afraid that you would sick of it. You become familiar to it and then you would just act natural once i become sweet. Look at me, i spend the whole 20 minutes plus to write all these. I'm sorry if you are tired of reading this, i just want u to be happy."

HAA! Kat bawah ni reminder for both of us. Letak dekat wallpaper masing masing. Comel? hik!

 

A part of your life :)

Only once in your life, I truly believe,

 you find someone who can completely turn your world around. 

You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and

 they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. 

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. 

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it,

 knowing they will share in your excitement. 

They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or

 laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

 Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough,

 but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself 

that make you special and even beautiful.

 There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you 

because they love you for who you are. 

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, 

song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. 

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. 

Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. 

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. 

A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work

 and always brings a smile to your face. 

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, 

but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. 

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know

 they are important to this person who is so special to you. 

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. 

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or 

even a storm cloud on the horizon.

 You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day 

and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

 You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true

 pleasure that’s so real it scares you. 

You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and 

possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

 Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

 Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

"Hey DD"

Anyway, this is a real my own made song for him.

 Dulunya aku minah slenger, 

Bajet brutal taknak jatuh cinta.

Tapinya aku tewas juga, 

Ada mamat kerek buat aku sakit jiwa.

Dari menyampah rasa benci,

Jadi sayang separuh mati.

Dari dia yang entah siapa,

Kini dia yang aku suka~

Hey DD..

Suka merajuk terasa hati,

Kalau dah jeles berapi api.

Gedik mengada nak bajet comel je, 

Sampai aku tension giler.

Hey DD..

Kau pujaan hati,

Kau lah lelaki yang ku doa tiap hari.

Kau kini cinta hati,

Yang ku sayang hari hari.

*rap*

So dear DD, Tolong jaga diri, jaga hati.

Dah habis degree, kau dapat gaji,

Jum kita kawen bercinta sampai mati.

Dapat baby, aku jadi Ibu, kau jadi Daddy.

From Dz---> DD

It's a super duper great challenge of me! Yelah, daripada dia yg semua org panggil Dz aku nak ubah, nak jaga, nak sayang, andd nak kawen nanti untuk jadi my only DD. Macam2 bnda buat aku suka dia.

Before that, kenapa DD? Da kenapa takleh Dz? Ehh, gulahati aku, sukati laaa nak dia camner pun. Pedehal? haha takk.. Di sebalik 'DD' ada sebab aku sendiri. DD means Dzamir Darling *rasa mcm klopak2 bunga ros berterbangan tetiba*. Panggil DD sebab taknak ada satu pun sama yg panggil dia mcm aku panggil. Nampak laaa rare kt situ kan? *angkat kening* Lagipun, aku taknak aaa sama je dgn ex(S) dia masa zmn2 skolah dulu. Bye Dz. ZZzzz -___- Why DD?

Outside:

Tinggi yg just nice bila berdiri sebelah aku *even aku still nampak renek disitu*

Rambut yg pacak2 which buat nampak cool je

Hidung mancung comel je tetengah tu

That sexy lips babeh! Yeahh!

That awesome sweet smile, nak2 skang da takde braces andd gigi cantek dah! *melting*

Spek bingkai penuh yg nampak smart habis!

Body yg takbape tough tp aku suka aaa kan. Yela, aku ni keding je. Taknok eh yg keketul sgt.

Kening dd! Nampak mcm mat arab dah, most people tego we got the same kening. Hihik

Inside:

Manja sangat oi!

Suka terasa utk bnda2 org silap kata. Merajuk berkurun!

Faham apa aku nak bagitahu dia.

Bijaksana. Yg ni aku tabik aaa, bercinta bagai apa, result gempak je.

Tak slalu marah, skali dia berasap. Mulut terus jahat, Aku banjir airmata.

Manisss nak manjang. Nasib tak kna hurung dgn semut je.

Too crazy. Nakal, degil smua ada.

Kelakar, yg ni smpai tensen nak layan dia buat bongok.

Respect orang tua, ni aku nampak bila perati dia ckp ngn memakcik ke sesape yg lagi tua.

Sgt laa brotherhood pny org. always kna faham bila dia cakap "Dgn kawan ni manja" hmm

Sangat caring. Bila dia risau pape, mcm kecoh satu dunia.

Setia. Taksangka la kan, da berjarak berbatu gini dia mampu jaga setia tu leklok ha

The moments:

Bila aku nangis, dd pujuk. Buat bunyi "Shhh shhh shhh" sampai laaa aku tertido.

Bila dd trasa, merajuk. Mesti dia taknak skype tgok aku, sbb once dd takpernah boleh marah bila dia pandang muka iolls ni. *buat muka comel mintak simpati*

Bila dd potongkan ayam as dia tahu aku takreti makan yg kna potong2 ni. Kg nye aku -__-

Bila jumpa, that look that smile that show he's too excited to see me! Comel oii!

Bila dd jadi matured just nak advice aku once aku tolol sgt hah and he would repeat this "Dengar tak DD cakap ni? Kalau degil lagi, taknak sayang dia." and me, "Mana boleh taksayang, DD jahat! Wuuuu" *nangis sebaldi*

Bila dd jeles, sentap dia lebih 3 hari. Makan hati iolls nak tggu dia hepy lagi.

Bila paksa gelak masa tengah sedih. We would always force one another like this "Cepat gelak! Gelak!" then the side yg tengah sedih tu gelak hambar "Ha  Ha  Ha -_____-" smpai laa gelak real punya mengilai mcm langsuyar. Ehh! Langsuir. Hahaha

Bila dd sanggup travel jauh semata nak tengok aku dpn mata. Pehhh penat lelah tak terkira bila bahagia.

Bila dd bwk masuk restoren mahal, then aku noob taktahu nak order ape. 

Bila gayut memalam sampai pagi masa cuti. Cakap merepek, then gaduh, then pujuk. Zzz

Bila dd excited dpt seprais tetiba dri aku. Well, sweet laa sposen aku ni sbnarnya.

Bila dapat rose masa hari sabtu.

Bila dd buat jersey letak nama future daughter "Medina" and 20 as birthdate aku. Alolo sweet.

Bila aku fed up dgn pape, Dd always ade suruh aku sabar and dia kasi je aku luah semua fed up psl ape.

Bila aku malas masak time cuti, dd always ingatkan aku "Dd nak kawen ngn org pandai masak", so dri situ.. macam2 bnda aku msk smpai aku dah pandai masak! Yeyyy boleh kawen!

Bila dd sedih, dd tensen dgn aku yg suka merungt. Hahah! Pastu mula laa aku bebuat ayat memahami tp kt dlam sakit hati.

Bila dd call tetiba just nak bagi kiss then papp! letak fon. Hehh.

Bila dia bbm lewat pagi sebab takboleh tido, then dia jd sweeetttt nak mati bagi aku texts ayat gula batu berkilo haaa. Bangun pagi esok, air liur basi kt mulut pun rsa manis baca texts gitu. haha

Bila Dd nangis depan mata once dia buat aku trasa! Aaaaa terharu iolls *terjun bangunan*

Bila dd sedih tengok aku sedih sbb org lain, then dia jd marah gila haaa! Nnt dd mcm nk sepak je smua org tu.

Bila dd kejut Subuh and he'll wait for me to go for wuduk first baru dia letak fon.

Bila dd merengek ajak skype sampai tetido. Hikss comel je

Bila dd sanggup taktido malam tolong siapkan assignments aku.

Bila texting in English then dd betulkan ayat grammar aku. Zzzz tahulah TeSL.

Bila dd suka sangat dgr cerita pasal Mek Ayoh and the whole family.

Bila sama2 gedik nak kawen awal. 

Bila dd buatkan lullaby utk future baby.

Bila dd nyanyikan lagu sweet2 tetiba, inbox video comel. 

Bila dd cuba nampak perfect depan aku, dia cuba jd sehensem yg dia mampu so that aku takpandang laki lain. Oii even Aaron Aziz pun dd dengki oiii.

Bila dpat mcm2 bnda comel once dd dtg.

Bila text psl msa depan, andddd berangan jd Ibu and Daddy yg superb best!

Anddd so lots of  endless beautiful moments lagi lahh. Yg aku tahu aku syukur sangat ada DD. He will always be my favorite guy like ever. This is my Mr. Perfect and i adore him much. So? Tengok boleh, ko sentuh ko kacau DD.. Kau jgn tnya knapa aku bagi kaki kt muka korg sana sini. Okayy? Mmmmuahh setepek! :*

Warna warni semester 3!

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya da tamat tiga semester aku degree. Ehh? Laaa.. Tak tahu eh aku fakulti apa? Tenene~~ Sy budak Fakulti Sains Pentadbiran dan Pengajian Polisi. Apakkk panjang nyaa nama fakulti aku. Ko hado? hahha best ke tak? Emm ade yg suka, ade yg duka. Paham jelaa ye? So, takde ape pun sebenarnya.. Just mcm nak buat sekalung penghargaan dan jutaan terima kasih utk mereka2 yg wujud dlm hidup aku dlm semester ni je.

The KAKAKS!

Fara, KakBell, Keknis, KakJaja, Ita, Seha andd Along Qish!

See! Obvious sgt aku paling kecik antara dorang! huhu

Mummy Kunor and Along Qish jadi orang kuat yg ajar aku jd keras utk face dunia campus!

The Roomates!
Lissa aka Kakak gila, thanks sbb slalu layan cerita2 Sya, main dlm bilik, gelak sampai takbunyi suara!
Juwairiah aka Juu, haha thanks sbb slalu kejut Subuh, thanks slalu layan aku mintak pape andd ajaq aku cakap utagha! Padiaaaaa! hahaha
Nida aka MakTok, hahah thanks jd partner buang sampah paling lambat, jaga Tot and Mok leklok and moga2 hang jd bisneswoman yg berjayaa! Jgn mandi lama2 sgt, jemuh nunggu hang berenang dlm bilik ayak!

Last dinner dgn Juu and Lissa!  Aaaa gonna rindu banyak2! 

Pikaa si budak gemok! hahah thanks jd adik yg pling gila! Andd Deena and Sara, nice to know you girls!

Tikah and Mimi. Teman study week! Thanks sbb byk ajar dan fahamkan ape takfaham ye korg!

Last and the most beautiful, The Gegirls! My favorite girls like ever! Ena, Ighah, Qis, Bello, Pacuu and Mizah! Take care.

Remember all those moments okay?

Rasa nya, ini jelahh kitaran orang2 yg terindah yang ada untuk melayan songeh aku. Ya Allah, thanks tahu semua untuk segalanya! Mampu sayang dalam hati and ingat dalam doa je, moga kalian sentiasa sayang diri ini jua! hihik!

Such moments of love!

Well, seems so long tak ceghita pasal cinta hati Syahirah. So here, rasa macam nak tayang sweet pulak sebab dah lama tak mengada macam ni pasal dia. Sekali sekala nak panaskan haba cinta, hihik *kenyit mata* In this few months, ade laaa benda2 comel and indah!

Kita start dgn study week. Hemm.. Yelah, slalu sgt mengadu kebuluran susah nak keluar makan sebab takde transport katenya. So, sebagai students universitas macam kita2 semua ni, aku suruh lahh dia pegi beli stok makanan yg ringan2 utk alas perut bila kebulur sgt tu ha! Tengok!

Org suruh beli benda yg buat kenyang, dia gi beli benda jajan kering camni. Eeei!!

Kan nampak monkey comel cute omomo tuuu? Haaa dia laa nak sgt monkey tu dulu, so kasi laa dia satu. Satu hari, sebab ghinduuu bergunung sangat katanya.. dia tido hug monkey lama2, kuat2 haa.. Sampai teraniaya monkey tu! See!

Sampai terkoyak bontot monkey!! Aku pun takpaham kenapa kat tempat tu jugak nak koyaknya. Musykil iolls!

Lepas dia jahit silang otomen nak terbang camtu, dia kata monkey kena rest sbb baru lepas sunat -___-"

Hemm.. dalam tawa ada duka. Biasa letuu, yedakk? Yelaa, dia sibuk sangat dengan hari2 dia kat sana sampai aku rasa macam dia takde, rasa macam kite ni tak disayang pun. Pastu, mula laaa aku tacing pilu sesorang kat sini. Text dia berjelaaaa ha, merungut macam2 buat ayat takcukup kasih sayang. Buat first time nya aku nak try merajuk dgn tak menjawap call dia yg berduyun duyun tu! Dalam hati nak angkat, tp saje nak buat dia tahu kita terasa kann. So konon nak poyo jd Miss Arrogant laa sposen ha! Last2 buat first time nya dia tayang comel, pujuk hati iteww yg lara ni. Dia bbm gambar2 sweet ni! Menitis airmata kewanitaan i ni, sobss! Kenapa comel sangat ni DD?!!! 

     

    

Andddd paling latest rasanya berita yg paling indah dan bermakna buat aku dan dia, DD dah bukak braces dia. Hihik! Rasa pelik pulak bila dia bukak besi gigi dia tu. Teringat pulak dia pakai sebab aku sound dia masa asasi dulu, "Wehh! Gigi ko buruk lah! Muka da okay, gigi macam ape jee.. Yek! Baik ko gi pagar gigi ko tu leklok." Haha, aku sebenarnya sekadar gurau gurau gambar je. Sekali mamat ni pegi buat serius tahap dewa, abis asasi je dia terus pegi pasang braces. Sampai lah masa dah in relay cecomel ni, dia mention. "DD sanggup tahan sakit pasang braces dekat gigi utk Kasih. Hilang nikmat makan. So, DD harap Kasih nampak semua ni so, Kasih takboeh tinggal DD." Ya Allah, masa dia cakap tu kannn.. hati nurani aku ni macam Ouchh gilaa weh! Rasa mcm, BIAR BENARRR sebab aku! Hemm, soo nampak laaa kat situ dia sanggup sakit utk tengok aku happy. Sobss ni laa kot benda paling besar dia berkorban utk aku. So after two years tahan sakit and jadi mamat gigi besi, akhirnya DD da boleh sengeh pepuas tanpa besi! Aku punnn happy gilaa tgok dia happy mcmni, semua gambar dia beria tayang gigi dah skang! Eiii gerammm nak tarik2 mulut dia, sabar jelaa.. 

Boleh dah laa nak sengeh sampai telinga ye sayang? Tapiiii! Sengeh utk Kasih je, bukan utk menggataii ha!

So demikianlah beberapa moments yg comel DD ni. Thanks DD sebab takpernah pergi even kita selalu tak kena sana sini. I really hope for the best of us, and I pray hard that Allah would keep us forever till the end. Please stay strong and struggle on US. We'll be fine, the third episode of our story is just too soon. Keep loving, keep being the best DD ever. And you know how top you are in my heart! Mmmuahh setepek :*