Belated Birthday Celebration by the roommates!

Memang best lah birthday ke-20 nih. Ade early celebration, ade jugak belated celebration nya. Untuk malam ni punya celebration by the roommates! See!

Kitorang dinner dekat Restaurant Tupai Tupai

Lepas tuuu, kitorang pegi Tutty Fruity! Yezzzaaa! Ice cream time! 

I Love them! Thanks much muchhhh for being my roommates, bergelak guling,  tido makan,  jejalan sesama, buli  aku.  Hopefully those moments that we shared would long last forever. Thanks!

Meet Ku Nor Syahira yg sewel! Atau KUNO! Eiii, dia ni laa yg slalu usik aku dlm bilik. Buat aku menjerit kena buli then slalu kena sound "DIAM LAH BUDAK KECIK!!" Pape pun, sayang Kuno! Muahh!

Ni pulak Dila and Mimi! Dedua suka K-POP! Dila jenis sempoi je smua bnda, Mimi? Bercakap sesorang tetiap malam dalam mimpi dia -_____-

Last but not least, again. THANKS A LOT FOR TONIGHT girls. Aku appreciate sesangat. Thanks jadi kawan aku, thanks selalu support aku. Dila, Mimi, Qishh, Atin and nenek kebayan kerepot Kuno, I LOVE YOU.

How I met my DD?

Kenal masa Asasi TESL UiTM Kuantan. Start kenal mamat ni masa sem dua at 11/10/11. Before tu, aku ANTI GILA kat dia nih! First day ternampak dia aku dah mula rasa... Rasa apa? Rasa nak bagi penyepak atas dahi lelaju! Oiii mamat ni memang takleh blah, KEREK GILA NAK MATI! Sakit hati gila bila selisih then dia pandnag kita ni macam ada hutang 10juta dgn dia ha! Muka kerek, rambut pelik, bajet retis ingat dia bagus sangat! Benci oh benci!

TAPIKANNN.. Kenapalah mamat yg aku anti ni laa aku kena serempak SETIAP HARI! Ya Allah, da terserempak tu kan.. Aku rasa better buta sekejap daripada terpandang muka kerek dia! Tetiba, dalam seminggu macam tu aku tak nampak kelibat dia. Hah, kemana pulak si kerek ni pegi? Sampai lah aku tahu dri kawan, rupanya dia masuk ward. Operate sbb kena infection apetahhh.. Hah! Padan muka! Padan muka aku laaa.. Sebabnya, tah kenapa aku boleh TERmenangis masa lepas solat once aku tgok classmates dia nak pergi melawat. Aku tak join. Gila kau nakgi melawat org yg kita takpenah kenal tetiba mcmtu kan? Dia pun kompem taknak pandang aku. Tapi seriously, aku taktahu kenapa aku doa sgt2 dia cepat okay :(

Akhir Sem1, dia masuk campus balik. Time ni TETIAP HARI TERJUMPA! LAGI KERAP than before. Setiap kali nakgi makan mesti selisih. Aku cecuri nak tgok dia tetiba.. MAsa aku tgh cover2 nak tgok dia tu, dia dah tengok aku! Woiii! Ape pandang2? Cucuk bijik mata buat satay nak? *blushing*

11/10/11

Aku main FB. Then terbaca post kt home. Eh? Ni bukan ke si kerek tu ke? LOL! Nama dia Dzamir? Sejak bila aku friends ngn si mental nih? *jari di pipi* Hah! Rupanya da friend lama dah since join group MRSM Se-Malaysia tuhh! Then aku gi komen satu gambar dia. "Oi, pehal muka MACAM Irwanshah nih?" TETIBA, dia reply and dari situ bla bla blaaa sampailah dia tanya, "Oi, pehal ko takde kt chat list?"

Dengan pilu aku bls, "Takde org nak chat ngn aku lahh" Then, "Pergi online skang! AKU NAK CHAT DGN KAU." Since dri tulahhh.. Chat, aku tinggalkan number phone.

Cuti sem, dia text aku seketul pastu diam lama sampailah masuk sem dua. Dari situ kitorang mula kawan, rapat sangat, BFF yg paling sempoi and fun! No feeling sebab org kata dia ade awek. Gpun memang taklahhh aku nak sangkut kt mamat kerek yg slenger cam dia tuh! Satu hari aku tanya dia, "Weh, ko ade awek ehh?" Dia diam sambil tuang air milo atas meja then tulis, "NO GF! NO MORE!". Fineeee.... AKu ternganga! Dia cakap dia single lama dah. Malas je nak ngaku. POYO! 

Kitorang keep close to each other, spend most of our time together! Makan, lepak, shopping, jogging, study, gossip, main itu ini.. Semua benda aku buat, mesti ada dia.Kawan punya kawan sampailah habis asasi. Masa cuti tuu laaa tetiba datang rasa RINDU TAHAP DINASOR sebab rasa JAUH SANGAT and INCOMPLETE. Sampailah  satu hari dia text, 

"Sya, I LOVE YOU. I want you to know that before I'm too late. You're the first girl that i'm afraid of losing of. Never in my life I beg someone not to go away from me. Usually they did. Sya, please dont go even I play my stupid games. I want million chances from you. Aku terlalu sayangkan kau, maaf." Ya Allah, terdiam aku baca text tu. Sampai sekarang aku simpan kot!

Since that, aku dapat rasa dia IKHLAS utk KENAL AKU LEBIH JAUH. So, buat FIRST TIME nya aku bukakan pintu hati aku utk membalas SAYANG dgn KEIKHLASAN DALAM SESUATU HUBUNGAN. Lawak pun ade, DULU BENCI,  SEKARANG SAYANG SEPENUH HATI. Aku bukakan hati aku untuk terima Muhamad Dzamir Irwan (DD) sebagai CINTA HATI, Insha-Allah sebagai bakal SUAMI, cinta sampai mati. Semoga sayang ini berkekalan diiringi jodoh berpanjangan. Amin..

I’m 20. I’m a big girl now.

Alhamdulilah. Dah dua dekad aku bernafas.

Thank you Allah, thanks Mek Ayoh for giving me the chance to live in this world. 

Thanks superb friends for always be with me. Thanks DD for loving me.

 I’m big girl now, I stay true to be me. Look forward Syahirah, you’re a shining star! Yayyy!

Some of Wishes from tweethearts! Thanks much :)

 

 

 

 

 

Early Birthday Celebration by the gegirls!

Lepas solat Maghrib, Irah call. Suruh aku siap cepat, katenya nk gi dinner kt Seksyen7. Aku ape lagi, “Oii, td bukan kate nak mkn kt DC je ke? Taktahu pun nakgi Seksyen 7! Aku dok siap lagi ni!” selamba Irah balas, “Hah doh tuu gi la siap, aku tunggu kat bus stop nih”.

Aku dengan muka blur, sarung tudung siang td dgn berbaju tdo berlari gi bus stop. Naik bas pegi KFC. Aku pelik lah, kenapa Irah ngn Bella je ade. Irah kata “Enaa lambat sikit, dia n Qis tertido td.” Aku ni kan suci sgt pegi percaya je smua Irah cakap ha. Noob.

Lepas dah order, aku gi laa duduk kat meja. Tetiba mcm aku sorang je kat meja tu. Irah n Bella lesap tetiba order makanan. Masa aku tcongok kt meja tuu tetiba pulak ade mamat dtg duduk depan aku, “Assalamualaikum, sorang jer?” Aku mata terbeliak, “Ehhh! Iqbal??!  Enaa mana?” Tetiba lagi… Satu kiss datang menempel kt pipi mulus aku ha! “Mmuahhh! Happy birthday !” Enaa datang dri belakang bagi kiss, letak cake depan aku!

Woiiii! Tergamam beta dibuatnya! Awkward gila kot rasa. Sampai aku tak reti nak kata, mat salleh cakap “SPEECHLESS”. Haaa! Pehal gegirls aku comel sangat nih pepandai buat suprise2 camni nihh..? Tak paham aku! Sekali lagi, TERHARU T____T selama aku hidup aku takpenah kesah pun birthday aku. Mana penah dpt surprise camni. Haish laaaa, trima kasih laa korang.

 Aku taktahu nak kate sebenarnya, tapi aku boleh cakap ni je.. AKU SAYANG KORANG SANGAT2, WE’RE MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS, WE’RE SISTERS! Ya Allah, tolonglah sayang and jagakan mereka ni leklok utk aku. Tanpa kawan mcm dorang, aku taktahu aku mampu ke tak jadi aku. Thanks Irah, Enaaa, Bella, Qis and not to forget hero last minute, Iqbal Naeem a.k.a Enaa punya En.Sayang. Thanks sebab selalu ade and support aku. Kawan sampai mati J

haa! suka hati aku tgok gelagar dorang ni haa! comel sangat! cepat kawen!

Just have to miss you, the last friendship.

I've been walked on, used and forgotten and I don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, I've learned a lot. I've learned who I can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to. I've been to troubles and back a few times, and I won't ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at a time. You never know how many days you've got left. you'll fight with ur best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast-and you'll eventually lose someone u love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like u've never been hurt- because every sixty seconds u spend upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you cannot remember a time in you life when it wasnt. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because its so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you're happy. And,remember that things happen for a reason and if it was meant to be. It would'nt have ended...we should not cry cuz it's gone... we should be happy that it happened. Many people touch our lives in different ways..some come for a while, others stay for a season and show us their magnificent essence for a purpose and then leave...and then theres the people that stay forever, which ultimately are the ones that count...so smile and cheer up! :) Sometimes, what we can do is just missing our own friend, who once the closest on. Thanks for my dearest ones who stay still my closest ones :)

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