Happy 22, Kasih

So i cried while reading this post by DD. I know i have been so bad. Well, suka paksa DD do this and that. Tak kasi DD macam2. Suka marah2 DD. Cakap DD bebukan sampai DD stress. Yet, I do thank you Allah for letting him stay and always sabar with all my bad bad bad behaviors. I hope we will survive for the upcoming years. DD, you mean a lot to me. Thank you :'(

"It has been almost 3 years now since I first met her. At first, I thought she's kinda bitchy and loud. I hate her for that particular reason. But, u can't really blame me 100% u know. The reason was relevant and well supported. Firstly, I saw her and her friends at the beach with some guys who probably were their classmates. And, adding salt to the wound, it was maghrib. It was MAGHRIB!!!!!!! Secondly, she would smile to every guy that she saw as if she's the prom queen or something. Just in case u're missing my point here, I repeat. SMILE TO EVERY GUY. GUY. GUY.GUY.GUY. Well that will surely get to ur head won't it? But then, there's something about her that I believe it's special. Unique. No, of course it's not about the obvious humongous sweat patches under her armpits. Something else. Hmmmm. Was it her beautiful smile? Was it sexy her eyes? Was it her crazy personality? Was it her small yet high pitched voice? Was it her fair skin? What was it I wonder...but then I talked to myself. Yeahhhh. It's not her. It's me. I think I'm crazy!!! Why on earth would I fall for her!? Indeed, it's now permanently verified that I'm mentally challenged. Yeah I'm crazy. Crazy for her. Addicted to her. Being spelled by her. I don't mind actually. I don't mind at all. To others, I'm silly. To her, I'm normal. To her, I'm myself. I won't exchange that for the wealth of the world. Not even a penny. Exaggerating? Yeah2 I know. Just suck it. Well that's how I thought of her at the first place. But then, she's not that bad. She's just shy to show herself to others. So she pretended to be someone else. A person that was not herself. Now, she has all grown up. Just by the age. No, just by the number. After all, she's still a silly girl who I would pinch her nose for making silly mistakes. To be honest, I don't really think she's grown up. To me, she's still a little girl that I would like to take care of for the rest of my life. 

Happy 22 years old sweetie. You'll always be my little girl."

Jodoh kan di tangan Tuhan. Tapiiiii...

Okay hai hai haiiii everybody. Assalamualaikum!

It's late enough anyway. Dah pukul 2.30 pagi dah ha. Tapi.. Ada ayat yang macam calar hati ni tetiba bila aku keluarkan ayat pesanan Ayoh aku regarding to JODOH. Ayoh once said,

"Memanglah jodoh di tangan Tuhan. Tapi, Allah pesan suruh kita usaha. Doa. Usaha tu maknanya Allah suruh kita bebetul cari jodoh yang kita nak untuk kita hidup dengan dia sampai mati. Cari 'dia' sampai kita puas hati. Taksalah pun kalau kita nak cari, nak kenal jodoh kita tu untuk yakinkan kita, dialah yang terbaik untuk kita. Ada mata, nak yang cantik kacak, pilih lah, Memanglah rupa takjamin bahagia, tapi selagi Allah bagi peluang untuk kita usaha, taksalah kalau kita nak yang lawa. Ehhh! Cucu Ayoh nanti pun comel tau kalau laki kau tu comey. Tambah pulak dia tu pandai amik hati orang tua, jaga semayang, tak kedekut, and paling penting, kita serasi dengan dia. Dia sayang kita lebih dari kita sayang dia. Tak ke bertuah? Kat mana lagi nak menyesal kalau kita dah jumpa orang yang kita nak, yang kita doa kat Allah selama ni bebetul kita dapat. Bahagia kan? Ingat, kita nak pakai dia, nak hidup dengan dia, nak hadap muka dia tu sampai mati. Carilah dia sampai puas hati. InshaAllah takkan menyesal sampai tua nanti."

Haaaaa amik kau! Berjela tau Ayoh pesan pasal cari jodoh.

Tapi tetiba ada yang potong line cakap,

 "Elehhhh, kalau dah kenal lama lama bertahun tu macam taksesuai nak jadi jodoh dah.".

Apaaaaaa ni apaaaaa ni! Haishh. Sentap aku.

Well, lain orang lain pendapat kan. Sooo, okay. Fine. Aku respect opinion tu. But in my own words i would say that kenal lama lama then nak simply said itu bukan jodoh is totally wrong. Awak bukan Tuhan nak judge mcmtu. Memang betul jodoh di tangan Allah, tapi takkan lah kita ni nak duduk rumah je then tetiba jodoh datang. Haaaaa kalau mcmtu laaaa, baik gi balik terperap dalam rumah. Takyah belajar jejauh ni, buang masa. Well, kan duduk rumah macamtu je pun boleh dapat rezeki. Kann? Memang duduk rumah sesaje pun dapat degree kan? Haaa gi laa balik rumah. Takyah usahakan. Lama lama ni kannn buang masa je. Duduk rumah pun PHD datang bergolek kan? Apedaaaaa.. Again. Jodoh di tangan Allah. Mungkin Allah temukan kita lama. Mungkin ada orang jumpa je terus nikah. Jodoh jugak.Mungkin yang kenal lama terpaksa lalui banyak halangan, kesilapan. Tapi disebabkan lama tu, mungkin Allah nak mereka sedar and betulkan untuk mereka jadi halal. Mungkin.Yang penting, usaha tu perlu ada. Kalau takde usaha, duduk rumah je postman hantar KFC. Kan?

Renung renungkan, mmuahhh stepek :*

#theKakaks pusing Penang!

Nak ceghita ni! Awal sem haritu, cheq pi Penang ghamai ghamai ngan #theKakaks ni haaa. Seghonok bak hang! hihihi, so cheq malas nak celoteh lebat sangat. Tengok laaa ni gambaq dua tiga keping kami semua pusing Penang! Yehuuuu!

Pegi naik train weiii! Hahaha saje nak bajet travelling sangat kann

Subuh tu kami sampai Penang! Yehuuu!

Team baju meghah! haa ni first day sampai, masuk homestay dulu.

jalan jalan sini duluu

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Burger tower kat sungai dua! Slurpppp sedappp gilaaa wei   

air gunung berapi katanyaa

Burger tower ni= RM60

Pastu hari kedua, kitorang pegi bangun awaiii, nak jenjalan!

Ni KakBell, tukang gambaq 24jam

Nak berjalan, kena isi peghut dulu naaa

Bukit Bendera!!!

Amik turn nak naik kete kabel, gambaq spukuii

Gambaq tetap gambaq

Seghonok sangat muka cheqq

Takmampu nak pandang camera dah, time ni 12 tengah hari weiii

gigih gilaaa nak duduk depan skali dalam kete kabel masa nak turun tuu haa

Ni laaa view diaa!

Lawaaaaaaa!

Petang tuu pulak, ke Batu Feringgi!

Seluar batik kami cantik!

Happy birthday kak jaja n kak fara!

Much love!

Hari ketiga, dah nak balik dahhh. Tapi sempat pegi Sekeping Victoria!

Hadiah sebelum pulang maybe? HAHHA

Balik naik kapal teghebanggg!

Byeeeeee!!

So that's the end of the holiday! Seghonok!

Sahabat (DD,2015)

Well, talking about KAWAN and SAHABAT. These two terms really different. There's someone briefs me about this.

"Sahabat ni suatu yang sangat sangat berharga. Jangan pernah sia siakan peluang yang orang bagi. Tapi kalau dia sendiri yang tak sedar dengan apa yang dia ada, then dia buat taik, tu bukan sahabat. I mean tak salah tau kalau bergurau, kalau gaduh sikit sikit. Tapi kalau bercerita buruk pasal someone kat public, tu bukan sahabat. Itu hipokrit. Berkawan sebab nak berkawan, bukan sebab bodoh nak men'capub' or naikkan your  so called popularity. I hate that shit, idiots that have no life.. Meet someone that is famous such as bloggers or the like and having lunch together just for popularity sake. They are disgusting. And when someone got more attention than him or her, they will kill one another, Talk behind their back. Shit."


I can just keep in silent. DD seems to mad bila aku terlalu baik melayan semua orang even just kenal dekat social networks, He hates the most when those "FRIENDS" lama lama back stabbed aku yg duk melayan dorang selama ni. Kadang betul semua apa DD cakap. Aku ni expect semua orang baik sangat. Ingat nanti semua orang suka aku, appreciate aku. The reality is.... NO. At all. Baik laaaa masa first time chat, kua minum sembang2, snap gambar sesama the post kat social medias. Later, bila takpuas hati nampak macam aku lebih sikit, tetiba sibuk nak tweet memacam emo sana sini. Dengki. LOL. HAHAHAHA dah penat dah jmpa masyarakat mcamni. So, aku sekarang kawan dengan org yang bebetul nak kawan dengan aku je. Anddddd for sure, akan terus sayang DD lebih.

*DD tak kasi aku share apa dia komen pasal this thing, dia sebenarnya nak advice aku je. HAHA saje nak buat reminder kat blog wane wani aku ni. Hihihi, muahh stepek :*