Long Distance Love.

Long Distance Love is not always ideal. In fact, they are really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking via a phone or through screen. You can't see the person when you want to or when you need them most. You cannot hug, you cannot hold hands or kiss. You lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, your relationship becomes based on each other, nothing else.

You learn to communicate because a long distance love without communication is nothing.

You learn to keep a trust because you cannot always see or know everything that someone is doing right there.

You learn to sacrifice because someone always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference.

And lastly, you learn to appreciate. So often we take for granted the people and loves in our lives because we think that they would always be there for us. But when you only have a limited time with that person, you learn to appreciate and cherish every single moments you spend with them.

When you finally see that person after weeks or months of seeing them only via a computer screen, it is one of the greatest feelings in the world.

When you have waited for something so long and you finally have it, you cherish it. The key to this long distance love is FAITH.

If both of you are not willing to give up,
If both of you are willing to stand up,
Keep struggling whenever you both fall.

"Distance isn't for the fearful, it's for the bold"

It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love. It's for knowing a good thing when they see it even if they do not see it nearly enough.

*Dear you, i you only know how much i miss you. Being there just next to you, i miss everything that we spend together. Nothing much i could do in here, missing you is the only supplement that keep me alive everyday. Take care, love :'(

Kekasih tersisih.

Assalamualaikum! 

From my own sayings, aku sebenarnya kann.. Sangat lah takfaham macam mana orang yg tergedik gedik terhegeh hegeh nak bercinta, nak punya someone special tapi TAKBOLEH NAK SETIA. Dengggg! Kalau korang sendiri pun, apa korang pikir? Logik tak kalau nak apply the term of “BERSAMA” without “SETIA”? Nonsense gilaaa nokss! Mak sangat lah tak faham acano org2 ni boleh sewenangnya mengada buat2 taktau ape makna setia bila dia dah come out to be with that person. I mean, A PERSON. Satu. Bukan dua, tiga, empat or another stupid numbers lagi lah.

Masa awal2 nak ngorat, amboiii… Usha semua benda, konon jadi teman susah senang, yg paling memahami, a forever perfect lover. Yelah, masa hangat kann.. Texts tuuu kalau boleh taknak letak fon ha! Karang text nak wish good morning tuuu panjang dia macam buat essay MUET da hah. Punyalahhh manis berkrim penuh segala bagai sayang comel anje baby darling. Tu tak kira text yg selepas tu pulak nak tunggu ke text nak tido malam nanti, semua macam “Ololooo, sweet laaa you ni”.  Then tetiba feeling  terkapai2 di awangan dan singgah sebentar berehat di bulan purnama lalu bermain jongkang jongkit di bintang bintang kat atas sana. *Korang paham kan tahap angau dia tinggi mana aku cuba cakap tu?*  Hmm.. Pastu, masa sweet tu jugaklahh.. Semua sifat mulia dan amalan terpuji kita nampak kat dia. Siap tolong kejut subuh uolls! Haaa nak tidur malam baca doa tdur sesame. Pastu text pun baik je, penuh concern dan tahap caring yg menggunung. Bab dating? Alaaa malas aaa nak kata, sweet comel semua ada! Kalah laaa Irwanshah Pencinta Wanita tu hah. *tetiba*. Bagi itu ini, sanggup buat apa je. Ni aku bagitahu ni sebab aku pun buat macamtu, org bercinta dan jadi sweet tuu memang normal.

Tapi kalau org tu tetiba macam semacam dah.. Sampai kita sendiri rasa macam “Ehh, aku ni tak wujud ke ape? Kita ni kapel lagi ke idakk?”. Haaaa dah mai dahh rasa lagu tuhhh! Then mula gaduh bla  bla bla. Aku bukan apa, kalau gaduh sebab memang takde perasaan and memang taksayang dah dekat kekasih korang tuu.. Nak buat macamana kan? Takkan laa nak paksa orang sayang kita, takkan nak push dia terima jugak even dia dah takde perasaan kat kita ni. Sayang tuu kan kena ikhlas, mana boleh sebab paksaan or kesian. Yang aku panas is PUTUS SEBAB TAK SETIA. Eeeii mangkok, kalau kau rasa kau takboleh nak setia.. Buat apa kau mengada nak mintak hati dia attach dekat hati kau nokks? Kalau sedar diri kau tuu hati tak tetap dan tak nyata utk jadi setia, takpayahlah nak sebok nak sayang2 sangat awal2 masa dulu tu ha! Time awal2 dulu, masa tak dapat.. Kemain kau ushaa, kau bodek kau puja.. Bila dah ada depan mata, dia usaha nak jaga hati kau semata.. Sesenang pulak kau buat tak sedar diri, buat dia macam tak wujud. Text mula sepatah sepatah, call jarang2, jumpa macam taklangsung dah, takbanyak gelak, takde sweet mengada, tak tak tak and takk semua. See.

Ni aku jumpa kat twitter. Tah sape laa punya. Maaf, aku amik jadi contoh.

Aku bagi satu situation, bilamana that person dah declare elok2 nak setia nak jaga relay tu sampai tua. Yelaaa umur dah masuk 20 lebih ni kannn.. Takde makna nya nak main2 cinta ha, kalau berkenalan tu mesti nak kenal bebetul utk masa depan. Utk nikah, halal. So, mestilah serious masa nak say YES tu. But then, lama pastu cakap takboleh ubah perangai lama. Still lagi nak spend time dgn kawan2 lain jantina, social activities sama2 macam masa single dulu ha. And then, kau tak kasi kekasih kau tu jeles? Kau cakap dia annoying, clingy, insecure sangat bagai. HELLO! Gila kau tak jeles. Hati kita dah setia kemain, dah doa kat Allah nak dipanjangkan cerita kita dua.. Tapi kau? Kau nak lagi hidup macam kau takde sesapa. Time kau nak hang out dgn kawan lain gender tuu, kau reti je cakap takde ape. Relaxlah. Tapi, time turn dia nak keluar, nak tegur kawan lain gender dia.. Kau punya marah, kau punya dengki.. BERAPI. Haaa, kau reti. Skali lagi aku nak tanya, KENAPA KENA KAWAN LAIN GENDER?!!  Dah habis sama gender ko nak rapat? Duhh, sape tak terasa oi? Bukan tak kasi berkawan, tapi SEDARLAH DIRI STATUS HATI KAU TU APA. JANGANLAH OVER SANGAT BERKAWAN TUH. Jaga hati orang sikit boleh? Orang yg kita sayang duk spend time dgn bebasnya dgn KAWAN LAIN GENDER tuu. *lap airmata* Sakit hati ni tauu! Ibarat hati ni, kena tenyeh dengan kulit durian, pastu dituang minyak panas, then kena seret  atas jalan tar and at last kena langgar lori balak. Hah! Ko boleh bayang tak tahap sakit dia bagai apa? Jeles ni sakit laaa weh. SAKIT.

Macamni lah, aku just nak cakap je. Kita yg da umur 20 lebih2 ni.. sebenarnya dah taklayak nak puppy love bagai. Aku sendiri pun, serius aku kata. Aku ada dia sekarang ni, bukan utk manja2 semata. Aku nak buat dia jadi HALAL. Hidup sampai tua sama2. Sebab tu aku jaga and mintak dia sama2 sedar apa yg kami ada. Then, mampu usaha and doa je kat Dia. Bukanlah nak kata aku bagusss sangat ke apa, maksud aku.. Slagi mampu, usahalah. Korang kalau setakat nak mengada je declare semata, takpayahlahh buang masa. Kalau takboleh nak jadi setia, takpuas lagi joli dgn dunia kau, taknak rasa terikat, taknak jaga jiwa org, kau janganlah mula masa awal2 dulu tu ha. Kesian weh dekat org tu, kau hampehkan dia sebab takreti nak setia. Nak sayang orang ni, penat tau kalau hati kita tak ikhlas. Nak setia ni payah kalau taksedar apa kita harapkan dari dia. Kalau dah tak sayang, jujur and be strong to let go. Jangan duk torture hati dia, kau gantung dia dgn title “KEKASIH” lama2 tapi kau duk berjimba kat sana, lupa dah setia tu campak mana! Ingatlah, sayang ni bersifat dua hala. Kalau sorang je setia, tapi lagi sekor tah kemana.. Hmm, rabak jiwa tahan sebak sakit dada, merah mata tahan sedih sorang2 rasa.

Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang korang ada depan mata. Jangan nak tamak haloba sangat dengan apa kau nampak ada kat luar sana. Orang yang nak sayang kita sungguh2 ni, payah nak jumpa. Tak semua boleh terima kita seadanya.

Mmmmuah stepek :*

Happy 21st DD!

First of all,
Click here, let's sing you a birthday song!

HAHAHHA! Do you like it? 

I rarely do these stuffs, yelahh nak kena focus gegunting and do this and that. Penat tauuu! Tapi demi DD,  Sanggup skip assignment kejap to prepare semua ni just to celebrate you for your special day. Just to grab your smile and to make you feel loved. I hope it's working! Smile please.

This is my hand made card. Err, it's not look like a card though. make sure you put it on your wall okay?

And this is my own designed pencil box for you! I hope you love it.

I know you and air kosong never been apart, so i choose to give you this BROS punya botol air. it looks cool kan? Simple much and make sure you drink well every day just to keep u fresh and tak sleepy dlm kelas :) Jgn lupa Bismillah before u drink!

As always, here is love letter from Kasih.

Here your parcel's look. Even kotak ni pun handmade tauuu! Dah abis special da laaa ni ha. Penat brain storming nak cari idea.

 Happy Birthday DD! It's 21 already. You've grown up and yeahhh.. Now u are becoming a big man. Watch the video, it's me wishing you. Check it out!

Andddd not to forget to thank you for your advanced surprise. This is so funny, birthday boy yg post parcel kat orang pulak. After i received this parcel, then we text. It so touched once i read this,

" There's a little girl who want that bag so much, so i bought it for her. Don't lose the receipt and the turn ticket. read them, i dont have any paper so i have to use them yesterday. Sorry if they are not proper enough. DD penat sangat, mula2 pergi TS cari kasut, then gi KL sentral.. Ingat nak pegi seremban, tapi awak kan kelas. Ingat nak suruh ponteng je, HAHAHHA tapi.. bila fikir balik, study tu kan penting. DD ingat haritu Kasih nak bag Vincci , DD cari laa butik tu rata rata. Da beli, DD cari post office pulak. Puas cari, sampai melecet kaki semua. Demi Kasih, it's okay. DD taknak Kasih marah DD je, DD nak Kasih happy. Kasih suka sangat bag tu kan, DD belikanlaa. Sebab tu DD tak kasi awak beli, simpan duit tuu sebab DD yg nak belikan. Untuk Kasih je."

*lap airmata*

Thanks DD for this, sayang DD juta juta sampai bila bila. Once again, selamat menjadi seorang yg dewasa :)